Saturday, 21 May 2016

It's a new dawn, a new day, a new life....

So ladies and gents. After around 12months clean of blogging I caught the bug again. Though this time I am wiping the slate clean. This time it's not about weight-loss, business or mental health.

It's all about me. My life, the ups, the downs and the daily occurrences in all their glory.

I am almost thirty (how scary is that)!!!! And live with the fella and two dogs in Yorkshire, UK. I'm a gamer. A music fiend. Tattooed. Pierced. Opinionated. Kind. Generous. Obsessed with Box Sets. Metalhead. Rock Chick. Goth at heart. Daughter. Sister. Lover. Soon to be mother!!! So more about that below.

Over Christmas (literally on Christmas Day) I found out I was expecting my first baby, with my lovely boyfriend of 8 years. Fast forward to today. I am almost 27 weeks pregnant and expecting a little girl (who is currently rolling around and kicking me like crazy). She will be due at the end of August.

I found it quite difficult to start with. I have a long standing relationship with Anxiety and Depression, having been treated for an Eating Disorder amongst other things in the past. I lack self confidence, rational thoughts and mainly the ability to shake negative thoughts at the best of  times. But with my unborn childs best interests at heart I have stopped all medication which I have been stable on for many years. It's definitely taken time to adjust, and I have good days and bad days. But with the support of my family and friends I'm doing okay!!!

So yeah. This blog is gonna be warts and all. There will be ups and downs. Hair cuts, make up and no doubt glitter at some point too.

I look forward to sharing what I go through with you all!


Poorly Baby

So for the first time last week I actually had a poorly little lady. I'm not sure if it was because of teething or something else, but o...